I am back.....

You may have gathered that I am not a writer (hence the blog absence....and there were the computer problems too!)

I am many things...

A clown, a comedian, an emotional person, caring, boring, deep, sometimes smart.....but I am not a writer.

I am also lazy...I sometimes live "good blog posts" but I just can't make myself get online and write about them.

Tonight I was in the zone for the first time in a long time. The Zone is what my friend, Trisha, and I call doing what you were made to do.

I was ministering and counseling tonight. Some inner healing stuff....a picture from God, a word of wisdom....I knew it wasn't me...it was God and it was good! I didn't realize how much I missed being used like that until I did it. I have tears in my eyes just thinking about it.

I know what I am missing now.....and I need to change that.