or actually it was Green. I am back in Texas and find myself at two new jobs....well, one new one (BCBS) and one old one (massage). Though my mourning has not been too rough I find that I think of my Daddy often and have had a few "break down" moments. Overall, things are good though...I slept last night for the first time since he went into the hospital....when I say slept, I mean really slept..eyes close and don't open until they are suppose to!
I have a lot to do to catch up, but I am excited about what God has planned next....
I will try to keep you up to date.
BTW- thank you all for the kind words and prayers for myself and my family over the last weeks. You may never know how you have all touched my heart!
Love ya-
Char
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Glad to see that you are back online and getting back into "normal" life. Having a schedule can be very healing in itself. Love you! Andrea
Hey Charlene.
My dad has been gone for 9 years now. There are very few days that I don't think about him. Very few.
There are many days of fond memories, and, honestly, many days of regret - wishing that he was here...regretting that he is missing out on things in my life. However, the Lord has proven faithful to me and, without conscious effort, has proven His word correct in that we do not mourn the way the world does. There were many days of sadness in the beginning that are hard. As time goes on, even the sadness takes on the form of honoring life well lived and a legacy taking hold.
God is for You. He is for your dad. I pray for you, and if you ever need anything, just holler.
Chris
Hey girl,
I don't think you ever stop mourning loved ones...and that's ok. Just know you are surrounded by an awesome God and people who love you.
We had a great time with you and hope to see you soon.
-stacie
Your description sounds exactly like mine when my Mom passed away. Glad to know you are being held. :)
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